Wednesday, October 29, 2003
K-poh people to read!
People out there....especially the k-poh ones...hehe...if you're wondering wats my plans are for the term break...here it is.By now...you all should know that holiday for Hera= M.I.A=Seclusion=Being Lazy=Getting herself FAt!!!LOL!!Okay...seriously....
First...I gotta get my exams over and done with!!
1)Exams end 8 Nov. (Pre-Seclusion time...leave me alone till end of exams)
2)I'll be free throughout the rest of the next 2-3 weeks.(CAll me...but dun tempt me to go clubbing!!No no!!I cannot...hehe...ah well...we'll see!)
3)Away on a holiday frm 29 Nov till 10 Dec.Going ard Thailand.Woohoo...(You peeps can stay home or out and rot in the Singapore sun!!haha)
4)Once I'm back...back to the old rituals!
5)Eat slp slack gym eat slp tv eat slp clubbing eat slp tv driving prac eat slp gym eat tv slp!(Can life be any better than this???)
So you should know wat to do...to break my cycle of rituals!!
So yeah...as you can see...I'll be free before and after my HOLI!!Wee...I love saying that...my HOLI!!!hehe...So anyway,I was thinking to have a class bbq reunion for both my secondary sch mates and my poly mates!Yeap....I dun mind being the organizer...but I need help.Any volunteers????ZAck...I know you're helping me already....poly frens so helpful!!Yeah!!...To the rest of my sec friends...pls pls...anyone help me out!!Dun be selfish lei....I only have 2 hands,1 brain,pair of legs...and a heart that has been so so patient with you people!Pls...Someone...enlighten me!!
6)I WANNA TO FIND PEACE,WISDOM AND HAPPINESS!I WANNA BE THE ONE...THE ENLIGHTEN ONE!
So yeah...thats my plans for the holiday.So yeah...you guys won't be expecting me to be in Seclusion again like the last time.This time...I'll be ard!!hehe...and be the joy in everyone's life!!WoohOO!!
Ciao!!!Muack muack Muack
I feel so restless....and sleepy.Haven been sleeping much.Been watching TV even when I should be studying.I'm hopeless man.I dunno wats got into me.I dun have the motivation to study early but when I'm down to last minute studying...I regretted...cause I realised that..had I started a little earlier...I'll probably won't be filling my brains with so many things at one go and will have sufficient slp.Now 2 papers down...I see supplementary paper on my way(I have no faith) and 2 more papers to go...both mathematic...gotta do with numbers.Ah...my kind of subject....hehe...numbers=$$$$$$.Hehe....I am so stoned rite now...everything seems blur.Sigh...Anyway...how have you all been?Sorry if I've haven been calling, chilling...been hyperactive...bitching and have taken any of you for granted(in any case)...my apologise!!Really....
Monday, October 20, 2003
SAt event.
On Saturday(18/10/03)....I attended a friend's gig at Youth Park.It was a drum and bass incorporated with hip hop as well.Yeah...I was at a DnB gig...you got a problem with that?hehe...I ain't a hip hop nor am I a drum and bass fan...but I have to admit...the music was great!Honest....and the rappers...they rock!!hehe...Ah...my favourite was Shaheed,Taufik(This guy can really sing...I swear!The moment I hear his voice...everybody ard me were invisible!hehe)....oh not to forget my one and only friend,Sharul!He did a really great job and...hm...ah yes...Yazin,my bro's fren.A preety okay rapper who still needs lots of improvement!!hehe...sheesh...now some of you will be like...wat does she know abt rapping/emceeing?haha...yeah anyway I really did enjoy myself...with my friends and many accquitances.So yeah...everybody is there!
Just me complaining to myself...hehe
Sigh...Wat a long long...tiring, very very tiring but a blast weekend I had!But wat I really need now is a really good sleep!I need slp....i want to slp.............but not here.....not in sch....I want my bed....my room...aircon!!Sleep...like there is no tomorrow to look forward to...hehe
Sunday, October 12, 2003
It's a 'V'!!
K...I'll make this a brief passing moment thought or watever you call it.Anyway..this happened sometime ago.I was at Retro...chilling with my mate,Martin when he said, "Hey...look up!!"...in the sky...man it was such a rare sight for me..for anyone in Singapore.How often do you get to see it?Not that often...I was fortunate.I felt lucky...happy!Up in the sky..I saw a letter 'V' formed by groups of birds..I'm not sure if it was ducks,geese or doves...but I know for sure that it was white!And it wasin the evening!I saw a 'V' in the sky.!!Hm...does that forms a victory??I dunno...I felt lucky...happy...I thought...man...I'm luck!haha..
so yeah...thats my 'V' story for you!
So tell me...have any of you seen it?
"Raindrops keeps falling on my head!I've got a ..."Hm...I used to sing this song alot in sec. sch each time it rains!Samantha can vote for it!Always asking me to shut up.Dun you like rain?One moment..I like rain.Its beautiful....the water...trickling down on my face...washing the dirty roads...cool weather...the sound of the cars on the road..its different when the road is dry.I feel peaceful...calm.But the only time I hate rain is when after being in the rain(drizzling) for a short time..you fall sick!Then I'll start complaining how much I hated rain cause I've got a major headache!REally!But thats just me.How about you??
I love lightning!They beautiful,captivating,expressive...the electric streaks in the sky.To me...it explains the anger of the day!I dunno why...the louder the thunder...the more lightning..I think that god is angry.Hm...weird huh?Still...I like.CAuse after rain,lightning and thunders...comes shine!
Man...I love shine..esp after the rain!You get to see RAINBOW!!Oh...I love rainbow.SEldom you get to see one in Singapore...you need a huge field and space to see it!Oh man...I remember not too long ago...it was raining lightly and it stopped.I was in the bus,on my way to sch.I saw a rainbow...and I was like.."Oh god!Rainbow!!May,look...a rainbow!"I remember feeling enlighten for a moment...for a brief moment.Such a beautiful moment...and coolest part was...my bus went under the rainbow("Cool...we're going under the rainbow!hehe")...as the bus drove further...and so was the rainbow!Ah...rainbow!How much I miss seeing a rainbow...appreciating the weather...life and the simple facts of it.
I thought...I've never appreciated rain before...rainbow,clouds.Why?I was too busy...to take a moment..and look up...into the blue sky and appreciate it.The simplicity of it....ah well....
I think I suffer from insomnia!I swear....I can't slp!Its like freaking 5.15am now and I feel so bloody awake.Though my eyes are teary now.My eyes tears whenever I wanna sleep.Hmph!I cannot believe this...I need sleep.Lots of it!Or I'll end up joining the pandas in China.Then my mummy will have to fly me to China.I'll be on a bamboo diet!Hooray...can lose weight.But still...China??Wat the hell?I can speak no Mandarin,Hokkien...or Cantonese!In China...the people are whack man!They eat cats!They eat silk worms!!They used to bind their feet to look sexy...back in the old days!They eat aborted foetus!I ain't joking...I read abt it!Hah...its WHACK ain't it?Raise up your hands if I'm near right!!Hah...see!Yeah...so wat if China is a developing country?Still...they're whack as hell!If I work there...I'll prolly eat maggie mee 365 days!!I make sure chicken meat is chicken and nothing else!I'll drink perrier everyday!I feed the stray cats and hide them...from the authorities!!Thats gonna chop and eat them!Yep...I'm gonna be the good foreign samaritan...that Singapore is going to be proud of!Yeap!Thats me!!
Fuck...wat the fuck am I blabbering abt?!?!?!
Friday, October 10, 2003
I'm bored...so bored....very bored....friendster's down.Sigh....noone has updated their blog yet...so I decided to update mine.So yeah...I was chatting with my friend Gian just now...someow...we started our conversation of starting a biz together.Yep...a huge biz...where we can get lots and loads of money!!haha.Yeah...so he's another of my potential biz partner...in like 10 yrs time!!haha.So anyway...I've decided not to go out today...cause I'm so bloody broke!!ARgh...its annoying and also my exams are coming.I hate it to the max!Sigh...when am I goin to make my first million huh?
Somebody please donate to me some of your savings!!Or...put my name in your will...for like 10 grand!!haha...I wish....who would be so nice ...hm....let me think!
Hm...I'll be back!
Thursday, October 09, 2003
Just another day where I have nothing much to say...
It's been quite sometime since I last blog.Hm...what the hell does blog means anyway??(Wondering)Anyway...all is good.How have you been?Good?Fine?Great?Bad?Fucked up?hehe
My exams are just round the corner and I've yet to open up my books and start studying!I hate exams period...its the period when the most fun starts!Argh...its annoying!Happened last year and now this year!!ARgh!ARgh!Argh!Ah well...thats life.Its never fair.Anyway,just to keep you people updated,my driving is goin pretty well.I can't wait to finish all the lessons and book for my TP.I was reading a friend's blog and her TP was screwed up.I dunno why...but I stated LOL!!I swear...I think its hilarious that she failed!!Haha...means that its giving me a chance to move ahead faster and get my licence first!haha..Oh well girl,if you're reading my blog,I'm so sorry that you failed your TP.And all the best for your next TP aite!keke
I'm gonna pass first.I'm gonna pass first!!...okay Hera..you can shut up now for once!!Muakakaka
So yeah....I'm gonna head to the gym rite later.Yeah gym...nothing much to do anyway.Short of cash damn it!!Hm...should I find a job?Should I?Should I not?I dunno know....Hm...maybe another of my "SECLUSION" holiday again!!Wat do you think?Should I disappear for a while...let everything pass thru...fading slowly...just like the winds...blowing the cloud futher and further away?I wanna go on a holiday.But I can't!!Cause my mom is gonna pay for my last few lesson of driving!!So yeah...either driving or holiday.Hm...I take driving!!After that...I can go out anywhere I want.Disappear as and when I like.Go clubbing...give my car keys to the valet...how cool is that!!Its PHAT man!!Bring my friends for a ride...return their favour.Go to school...drive in like some rich biatch....happily parking the car....go for class...then drive out!Waving farewell to all those people at the bus stop!!Buh bye!!!
