lost within my own reality

Oh man...I've got a blister on my toe...its hurts..but its all good!!wahahahah
Just got back from Phuture...great fun!!Had drinks with the gals..Eunice and Nicole at Newsroom Bar before heading down to Phuture.We had a few tequila shots!!Madness...but its all good!!haha...Fi and Marcus came down...finally!!Managed to tempt MArcus Soh to come down...reasons being...

1)Its ladies nite.
2)He can fish.
3)To protect us gals
4)I bought a jug of beer just for him!!(Hmph!!)

But despite giving in to his temptation..he was too "shy" to come bcoz he would be the only guy.And so..somehow..he managed to drag Fi along...despite Fi's protest that he wont be clubbing during the fasting month!!wahahhaa...eh Fi..bullshit!!!

But its all good..for my bud,its all worth it.In fact...everyone got a treat from me...hehe.
So for those who didn't join us,BOOHOO!!!wahahaha

So yeah..music was wicked..dance till I had blister.Bumped into a few frens,Matt la..his bro la..his cousin la..aiyah..think he's whole family there la!!hahaha..all cute!!Opps..nic dun tell!!!
hahaha

A certain someone was dancing her nite away with a certain cute fella.haha...Damn...I was stuck with the dudes!!Bleah....

Hey avid readers of "Lost within my own Reality"!!
I'm Back...its been awhile..I knw.
Been too lazy to blog.
Nothin much happened...nothing really bad.
All's good..good good.
Exams are over...finally.haha
Term break is on now...and I intend to make full use of it!!
REally!
Work,club,relax,catch up with frens,holiday and self dscovery.
Really!

From this date till dec 10...I'll be in town.
I'll be goin INDIA...yeap...INDIA for 2 weeks.
I signed up for a expedition organized by the Singapore International Foundation.
I've had people telling me.."You sure you wanna go India?""You cannot even survive a day!""Its so not Hera to do voluntary work!"..etc..

Damn you all for under estimating me!Hmnph...ah well..
I thought it be fun to go...definitely this trip gonna be an eye opener for me.
And PEOPLE!!!I'm so looking forward to this trip.
Just so you dun knw...underneath the .."hera is spoilt" attitude..
lies a person who is actually a feminist!Yeap..its just that I don't show it to you people.But do I have to?hehe

The only sad part is that I'm goin to miss the Christmas dinner with the guys!
Sigh....
And I'm not sure if I'll be spending my New Year with the guys too!!
I'm thinking to extend my stay in India.Thought of going Mumbai after the expedition in Calcutta.And after that head down to Goa..the so called..Awesome..yuppies paradise!!HEard its something so much better than Pattaya...the beaches are beautiful and the people are nice.So yeah...and they do have a full moon party there!So I'm thinking...to spend the New Year there...partying by the beach!!hehe..but of course..I'll have to miss a week of school.Ah well...the extended trip is not confirmed yet..so tentatively...I guess I'll be coming back on the DEc 26.

Oh lastly,I'm anticipating my TP test on DEc29 2004!!!Woohoo!!Been waiting for this day for a really long time!!Hm...but if I'm goin to Goa...I have to change my TP date later..meaning after the new year.

Sigh...in dec dilemma nw...
Damn...

Till then...
Cheers!!

That's Shufang...sweet gal!!hehe

"Gals just wanna have fun!!"

The two dudes who were with me at Phuture. Thats my neighbour John on the left and TiNKY MArc!!haha

Hm...why Nicole always like to take pics with her tongue sticking out?*Wondering*

Birthday Boy Jasper!!Somebody had too much to drink!!Face all red!!Hm...or you cheated by goin sun tanning b4 clubbing huh Jasper??haha ; p

Hm...I found another pic with the tongue sticking out!!haha
Hm...why do gals like to stick out their tongue when they take pictures huh?lol

"Is John trying to kiss up to my new digi CAM??" hm......

Okay..thats all peeps!!

It was my sister's 16th birthday.Had dinner at Moonfish...Millenia Walk.Good dinner.Headed down to Far East to meet Nic and rushed to BYSI to get a new top..its all low cut and lacy and its in really bright green.hehe..SPLURGE!

Anyways..it was JAsper's birthday also..so we headed down to Zouk to celebrate!Hung out with him for a while before heading to PHuture after an event.."FLAVA" they had at Zouk.Stayed there all the way and met Baby Faz and his frens.

Uh huh..the exciting part was..I saw Gecko Boy=Avan!Oh gawdy..bugger still looks good man!!haha...And he turned out to be Baby's fren.Wicked!!haha..hm..I am so lookin forward to more clubbing nites with Avan's presence!!waahahahaha

Conclusion for Oct 8 Club "Saga"
I wouldn't exactly say it was a great nite of clubbing.

1.Zouk music started off with some salsa and samba music.
2.Phuture was so damn packed!
3.Couldn't dance..I could only move an inch..its body to body!Ew...
4.Lots of shit happened that nite..not for me la.
5.EMO nite for some.
6.Almost a stampede.
7.I almost fell into the body mass!
9.I think somebody touched my ass on the dance floor.I think i knw who!!wahahahaha..
9.Can't dance=Bored

And so I decided to join Rishi in Chinablack.But as soon as I decided to leave Phuture..they started playing WICKED music that I can't help it but to stay on till 3.haha..refused to answer Rishi's call..as he was expecting my presence like 45 min ago!!waahahaha..I'm mean!!haha.Hm...by the time I got there(315)..he didn't feel like clubbing anymore and asked if I still feel like dancing.Hm..knowing that CB closes at 4am..45 mins of dancing=Dun waste Rishi's money!haha

So yeah..headed to Al=Ameen for some gd cheese prata.Jasper,Rishi's Grago fren sent us.One hell of a scary ride man in his Space Wagon.He drove as if he was intoxicated..but he didn't even drink!Swerve here..and there..scary!I think my driving better!!haha..me and Rish had to help him check his blindspot and stuff!!Oh gawdy...but all's well nw!

Rishi told me why CB was so fucked up..bugger EMO!!So I forgive!haha..

Alrite pple...thats abt it I guess for Oct 8!!haha

::I took some WICKED pictures!!Will post it up later!hehe

Hm...Angels in the making??haha..

Seeing Circle..Round and round..baby round round!!

Who's da PRINCESS there??Whos's the "STRIPPER"?

Moo Moo..I miss MOO...NOT!!Was bored la...

Flaunting...my pretty Barbie Necklace!!haha

::Hera and May was extremely bored.And so they decided to embark on their journey ard "Spotlight Madness!"

They say I'm crazy
I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say I'm nasty
But I don't give a damn
Getting boys is how I live
Some messy questions
Why am I so real?
But they don't undersand me
I really don't know the deal about my sister
Trying hard to make it right
Not long ago
Before I won this fight

[Chorus:]

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need premition, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
that's my prerogative
(it's my prerogative)

It's the way that I wanna live (it's my prerogative)
You can’t tell me what to do

Don't get me wrong
I'm really not stupid
Ego trips is not my thing
All these strange relationships really gets me down
I see nothing wrong in spreading myself around

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need premition, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
That’s my prerogative

::Britney Spears

My biological clock has gone awry.Nocturnal bliss is my thing now.Dunno when to slp..cause I dun feel sleepy.And when I do sleep..its never enuff.Sucks la...

I've been told that I'm really in love with myself.So wats wrong with that?How can you love another truely when you dun love yourself at all.You'll lack of confidence.

I pamper myself.Wats wrong with that?I know how to enjoy life..shopping..chilling with ma frens and doin the things I enjoy.I take cabs to school everyday..almost anywhere.I know how to make myself happy..

Am I wasting money?At times yes...but its my hard earned money.

Spending unneccessarily?Well I have no regrets wat I use my money for.

I'm done for now...just get off my back la.I know wat I wanna do with my life.But thanks for your concerns but not the constant nagging!

Work today was pretty okay..had headache the moment I woke up in the afternoon.Anyway..after work,I met up with Ary and Vita.Just got to knw Vita 2 days back.She was a customer frm indonesia..long story on how we started hanging out.Hm...shopped ard Cineleisure till 12am and headed down to Princep St and join Baby(Faz)=Not my BF..its his NICk! and his friends.Met Wady..th Triple Noize fella again.Was so embarrassed because the last time I saw him..I told him he looked familiar but I couldnt remember where.When the fact is that..he looks familiar was because he was 1/3 Triple Noize!!lol..ah well..was good chilling with them and watching soccer.Headed hm ard 130..sent Vita to her hotel..freaking cab fare cost me $17!!Argh...ah well..its okay..for Vita..once in a while.Hm..Vita headin back to Jakarta tmr..will only be coming back in 2 moths.Looking forward to her visit again.Gonna go shopping with her and Ary!!hahaha..Oh yeah..Ary is my colleague!!haha..

Oh yeah..mum is leaving for Sydney on the 9 Oct for work.Dad and bro will join her on the 13 and they will only be back on the 22 Oct.I'll be alone in SG..with my sis..but still alone.Asked the guys to look after me when parents out of town.haha..Gotta study man..!!

Till then...take care peeps and thx for reading!!

::Yan..do u still read my blog?

Firstly..I just miss Barry's presence.Damn..
3 weeks to go before I can see my favourite lips!!haha

People..after more than 6 years..Hera has finally decided to have BLACK hair!!Yeap..BLACK..as in JET BLACK...pardon her impulsiveness for coloring her hair black.Let me quote from wat Hera used to say:"I will never..never...colour my hair black!No way!"And today ...look at her!!She bangs black!!

Okay..Comments on my NEW LOOK!!
1)Anna Sui
2)Anita Sarawak
3)Fringe looked like the rats bit it off
4)Very Cleopetra
5)So not HERA
6)Unrecognizable
7)Going GOTHIC
8)"OH MY GOD!Wat happened to your hair?"
9)So cute,like chinadoll
10)My favourite:"So PRETTY!!!"

HM...so far thats the only comments I've got.Most of my frens still haven seen it yet.I'm wondering wats Marc's,Barz's,Fi's,Shahrul's,Matin's reaction will be.Hm..Rishi and Shaven hasn't seen me for quite sometime..bet they couldn't recognize me.LOL..Aiyah..still lots of comments awaiting.

::With the new look...

My frens could hardly recognize me...they could just walk pass me eventhough I'm staring at them.Hm...Its gd though..like a major disguise!!haha.Nicky couldn't recognize me..bugger!!That idiot too!!lol..ah well..I'm happy and thats important!

People..just get used to it aite!!ADapt!!
Its still the same old HEra..with the "She Bangs Black!" look!!